I'm having second thoughts about a certain something..
The mentality and ideology of letting everything that does not matter truly slide, isn't as easy to practice. I guess maybe it's because I now have several images to uphold and some kind of "life" that I hadn't really had in the past. This pathetic existance we've dubbed a living is forcing me to pick a side.
I'm only 22, I shouldn't have to abuse myself like this. Something so easy, I'm complicating. : / But then again, I do have the rest of my life to be miserable, right now I should embrace the otherwise questionable lifestyle. It's comes with the age, I guess.
"Oh my love, where's the danger?"
I guess your right Davey. Regardless, I will be forced to make a decision very soon and that might hurt a lot. ._.