Today has been a really crooked day. I was pretty high most of the day in LCC from my Vicodin and I did absolutely nothing in class. Which sucks, cause there is a lot to finish up now. Only two more weeks for crying out loud! Regardless, I was just walking dazed and sleepy. I got to show Mrs. Bausman my website though, as well as a few the students. I don’t think I would have shown them had I not been under the influence. Anyway, they liked them.
It’s just weird for everybody to finally see, “Fuck My Face” and “The Gimp” on a screen at school no-less. I remember having to explain myself about “Fuck My Face” (which as usual, was a big success). Good thing for mutilated cocks. Anyway I forgot what I said, hope it wasn’t too obvious that I was on something.
By the way, in the morning I got an e-mail from a picture-editor who works for Russian magazine, CEO. He told me that in an upcoming issue they’re going to have an article on the record industry, and one of the things mentioned will be Trent Reznor’s “Ghosts I-IV” release. They needed an illustration and he asked kindly if they could use one of my TR drawings. They’d give me credit and everything. I immediately e-mailed him back saying they had my permission to use the drawing and asked them if they could put my e-mail address in parenthesis next to my name when they published it. So far, it looks like a done deal.
Pretty wicked, huh? Also, today my mom got another tattoo on her back. This time it’s one she designed herself (it’s true, I had nothing to do with it). It’s got me and Jaime’s names, around a heart with a key dangling in the bottom. You know, “the key to my heart” sort of thing? Yeah, yeah, you know what I mean. Here’s a picture of it:
Anyway, after I got back from class, I crashed out the entire night. Like, OMG.. totally lame ass. I have to finish my powerpoint and I am far from it. *gulp*
Oh yeah I forgot, GTA4 comes out tomorrow. I hope Jaime gets it. Cause I want to play it!! Oh, the MSI disc comes out too. I’ll going to go out to get that one.
So, I put on my Cloverfield DVD that I bought yesterday, and it was so weird.. I totally forgot that the "Coney Island" clips were shot on "April 27" which happens to be today. Ha ha. Totally unintentional. I guess it added more to it.
I don't think my parents liked the movie at all. Actually, seeing it again didn't really rev me up like first time I saw it. Maybe it's cause I was with all the J.J. Abrams fans. (I mean, everybody went completely bat-shit crazy when they showed the Star Trek teaser trailer.)
Regardless, I don't know.. maybe I'm stupid, but I can't FUCKING see the "thing" (AKA satelite) falling from the sky in final scene in Coney Island. OMG, you all have to be fucking lieing. I can't see it. Please, anyone you there, (perhaps you JC?) show me picture of how it looks cause I gotta tell ya.. I can't effin' see it.
I must be blind. Which would explain so much. But anyway, it's been a nice day. It's raining! Finally, a decent Sunday that isn't so god damn pathetic.
Well, I gotta go draw a naked person and work on my Nine Inch Nails Power Point presentation.
Oh wait, before I forget. I just thought I'd mention something rather amusing. A couple of months ago, I kinda started a small "online show" on YouTube with my friend Pedro, who's a dumbass. The videos involve him doing really dumb things in public or more importantly, the Laredo Community College. Anyway, the point to this was, some of the powers-that-be over at LCC have discovered the videos (what can I say, I put flyers in the bulletins at school of course it was going to happen). So, luckly for me, the don't know me and both Pedro and Juan never dropped my name when talking to some of these people, despite this little baby being my pet project. Well, from what I got.. the school is okay with the videos or whatever, just as long as I got "LCC" or "Laredo Community College" off the tags. Which, I of course did.
Yes, I'm a sellout. I sold out to the man, but whatever. I just didn't want them coming down on both Juan (not you JC, another Juan) and Pedro who both work there.
It's been a pretty popular account down here in Laredo.. or around our inner circle.
So, here's the account in question. It's called, "Lowering Standards with Pedro", be prepared to lose some braincells kids!
Well, today is Emmanuel's birthday so we're gunna be hangin' out at AJ's tonight. Hope the band isn't obnxious or too loud. Should be a lot of fun. Let's see who shows up.
Tonight was TAMIU Senior Show. It's a show of the graduating Art Majors of TAMIU. Above of is a picture of me with my friend Natalie. She had an entire wall devoted to her work. It was a pretty nice show overall.
We got to talk about several things about art and stuff. She takes art really serious, and I slowly I'm learning more and more about art and its importance. I think this is why I gotta keep going to shows like these. I enjoy talking to people who are actually going out there and taking chances. She was saying that it was the frist time any of her family has really seen her artwork because a lot of it is really personal to her. A lot like the way I am with my peices.
But like I said, slowly I am breaking away from my shell. ..and I like it. Ever since I decided to open up my MySpace account, it's just been so great. In a lot ways it's becoming very liberating. My artwork has been able to gain an entirely new audience and the feedback comes quick everybody who didn't know me, sees my work and suddenly they're blown away! It's amazing. What I do like is that mostly if not all the people in my "friends space" are people that I know from school or whatever, so it totally gives them a chance to seem more of me than what I do put out in person. So, even though I still take sleeping pills to go to sleep, my sleep has been more peaceful. Like suddenly, my demons are not as attached to me as they once were.
I like that. I can't wait for me and my crew to go crash and hit up more art shows around the area. Oh yeah, there was free wine and beer at this show too, so things got funny. haha.
Okay, so things seem to be going okay for me at the moment. All my studying last night payed off because I got a 96 on my Computer Class Exam! :D That means I missed only two questions (god dammit), but I'll take me some good grades anyday.
Oh yeah, I CAN NOT stop listening to the new Mindless record. OMG.. it is so fucking addicting. It's all I spin in my Zune. Shuffled, inorder, my favorite ones, just nothing but MSI for me. I even burned me a copy so I can listen to it in my car EXTREMELY LOUD!! To be honest with you all, I was actually losing some faith in my boys and girls of teh Mindless Self Indulgence. I wasn't planning on buying the new album cause I felt that "Mastermind" sounded to overproduced and the fact that a handful of the songs that appear in "If" had been in previous live albums, DVDs, or pro-shot YouTube clips for several years now.. I felt it was kind of a cop-out. I mean, all this time on the new album and prepping up just to finally hear the studio recording of "Revenge" (which premired on "Alienating Our Audience" back in 2002)? On top of that they kept putting out more remix albums than Trent Reznor did the for Fragile, so I was iffy. Oh, not only that but the edited version of "If" includes the song "Uncle" which appears in their DVD "Our Pain, Your Gain". But alas, in spite of all of this.. the record is fantastic! I can't get enough of it I tell ya! ..if it's in Best Buy next week I will be picking it up. Hopefully the CD/DVD one since.. ya know.. their limited and they include all the artwork by the creator of Invader Zim.
So yeah, if you haven't heard it. Download it already!!
Speaking of downloads. Boy it's been great to be a Nine Inch Nails fan these past couple of years, hasn't it? A new song, "Discipline" (this one has words kiddos) premired in radio stations all over the US today. (Crazy Trent and his suprises.) Anyway, as usual, caught everybody by suprise. So, TR has posted a blog about the new song. We'll all be able to download "Discipline" for FREE later on tonight or maybe as I'm writing this. Go, go check! Should be great.
I gotta study for a test in my Painting class (how stupid..), so I have to do that. I'm going to open a new photo album exclusively to my MySpace account entitled, "Works in Progress" later on in the week. So for those of you with an account you'd be able to see all the drawings I have been working on these past several months/years. Updates to that will not be mentioned here in the blog.
Anyway, hope you signed some NRDC petitions, it's Earth Day! :D
Have fun everyone. I'm going to put my nose in a book now.
It's Brian Molko! :D This is my "final painting" for my Painting class. I don't really like that class much.. it's to boring and I hate listening to Soulja Boy or Snoop Dogg's "Sensual Seduction" song! Argh!
Needless to say, I'm having fun with this assignment. Obviously I am far from finished. I also don't like how the photo came out. Brian isn't suppose to be peach, but rather pink. Also the purples in the background came out red for whatever reason. You can't see it well on this picture (since I covered it with the reference photo) but I added a wing on his side. My only small grip is that I made the colors to MSI-ish. It sorta doesn't compliment the music nor him. But fack it. I dun care.
The "Move America Beyond Oil" campaign is something I really strongly about, and I think it's very important as American's who are really stretching our dollar at the gas pump to take action at how we can change things.
And did you ever really find, when you closed your eyes, Any place that was still, and at peace?
And I guess I just wanted to tell you, as the light starts to fade, That you are the reason that I am not afraid. And I guess I just wanted to mention, as the heavens will fall, We will be together soon if we will be anything at all.
Shame on us, doomed from the start May God have mercy on our dirty little hearts Shame on us for all we have done And all we ever were, just zeroes and ones
Shame on us, doomed from the start May God have mercy on our dirty little hearts Shame on us for all we have done And all we ever were, just zeroes and ones
..a new drawing will arrive; 011100110111010101101110011001000110000101111001
I'm having second thoughts about a certain something..
The mentality and ideology of letting everything that does not matter truly slide, isn't as easy to practice. I guess maybe it's because I now have several images to uphold and some kind of "life" that I hadn't really had in the past. This pathetic existance we've dubbed a living is forcing me to pick a side.
I'm only 22, I shouldn't have to abuse myself like this. Something so easy, I'm complicating. : / But then again, I do have the rest of my life to be miserable, right now I should embrace the otherwise questionable lifestyle. It's comes with the age, I guess.
"Oh my love, where's the danger?"
I guess your right Davey. Regardless, I will be forced to make a decision very soon and that might hurt a lot. ._.
Well, the weekend is starting to unwind now. I've had a great time, things were awesome, things were crazy, and most importantly, things were fun. The art show was a success. While I didn't win any awards, "Migraine" and "Drained" where a big hit. Many, many, many, different people were just staring at it and analyzed it and everything! It's what every artist strives for.
A lot of my friends where there and they were giving free beer and wine so we just drank and had a good time. There various photos, and I was going to post a huge entry about what went down and what happened, but fuck it. I'm to much of a good mood to really sit down and tell every great detail. All you need to know is I was drunk off my ass all weekend. Shyt.. I even took off my shirt in the parking lot of Average Joe's yelling, "PUBLIC NUDITY!!" loudly. Of course it was 3:30am, and only a few of the people were still there, but it was fun.
Tony and Gina were so embarassed, but hey.. it's all in fun. It was cool to finally hang out with Angie, Eddie, Jasmin, and heck even Emmanuel was there! Good, good fun.
Talked with Alpha Rev, took some stupid photos and learned lot more of what it is to be an artist. Even though sometimes I am annoyed of the opinions of my friends, they are all supportive of what I do and always encourage me to go the extra mile.
I learned a lot this weekend. I'm now realizing why it is we do art in the first place. I now understand why it's so important to display my work and not be afraid of what people might think. My life as an artist is changing. It's evolving. It's time to embrace the ever-changing climate.
My sadness and my isolation is my weapon of choice and it's time I share that in the physical world instead of staying behind the computer.
Oh, and I won't be online as much. Only a little to check up on my accounts. I'm going to force myself to finish all these projects I started. You'll know more soon.
Well tomorrow is the big night. My sadness and insecurities will be up on a wall in a crowded building, with a nice frame around the drawings for all to see and admire! It’s a little nerve racking, I must admit. Even though my friends are going to be there, and they’ve seen the drawings up on my site, DeviantART, and MySpace, I’m still feeling uneasy. My mom and dad will finally see what I’ve been up too all these late nights. I think some of my relatives might go too. Gosh, I really hope not. Well, I wouldn’t mind my aunt Anel to be there cause out of everyone in the family I tend to open up to her the most. She also liked, “The Attack” so yeah.. I wonder what reaction I’m going to get out of “Migraine” and “Drained”. My two pretty babies. They both helped me through a lot. I love these pieces very much (as I do most of my works) so I hope nobody there says bad stuff about them. I suppose that’s what happens though. It’s something you have to get used to if you want put yourself out there and I just have to learn to deal with that.
Tony and Gina are coming down from San Antonio tomorrow and will be attending the show as well. Then after that we’re going to go to Average Joes because Alpha Rev is coming down from Austin again to perform. So that should fun. Busy night it seems. I’m hoping to get pretty drunk again this weekend so it‘s going to be awesome! : D
Since Tony and Gina have become really good friends with Alpha Rev we might hang out with them after the show! : O Yup, yup. Party at my house! rofl. Maybe not. : P
Well, that’s all for tonight. Back to my laboratory where I’m doing some secret projects. That’s right TR, I do secret projects too you know! More on this soon. <_<
>_>
EDIT: Oh yeah, I don't know why I forgot to mention this earlier.
You all know I love Coca-Cola right? Well, lately it seems I have been consuming wwaayy more Coca-Cola soft drinks then ever before in my life. I mean, we all know how much I used to drink it on a daily basis, but this time is seems it's gotten extremely worse. First off, I collect the bottle caps off the Coke products so I can enter the codes at MyCokeRewards.com, right? Well let me tell you, I have a little jar (FULL of the caps)! I can only enter 10 codes a day, and already I have an insane ammount of caps to enter all this week and possibly the next week. I currently have 1,000+ points, and I've actually bought a shirt a few months ago that was worth about 450 points. Not to mention I spent about 60 points to enter in the win-a-Wii contest. This time around I don't know what I want to get (might be headphones though).
Anyway, I've been drinking alot of Fantas. Before in LCC, I used to drink a lot of water from the water foutains, but now I find myself putting 75 cents inside the coke machine every friggin' day, knowing I have several 3-liters to come home too. It has become an addiction now, I think. Because unlike before I could stop drinking for a month or two and be just fine, but not this time. I don't think I can. I drink coke in the morning to take my meds with, at school to wake me up (even if it is 3 in the afternoon), back home again I drink some more coke to take my other meds, and then for dinner, and then one last time for my meds and sleeping pills.
There is hardly any water (or other liquids) in this kind of fucked up diet I've gotten myself into.
Also, I know Coke and soft drinks really fuck up your teeth (ie. stain them, make them weeker, bad breathe.. etc.) So I've got all these kinds of listerines and tooth pastes, it sucks. I can't stand the White Listerine that is suppose to whiten your teeth. Oh, boy.. it makes me throw up. It's bleach basically. Well of course bleach is going to whiten them! Urgh, though it tastes/smells so lamage.
Well, I've been rambling on about this. I have been trying to draw though. Unfortunately this whole social networking/watching TV online is getting the best of me big time. Argh. To much freedom is a killer, it seems. You lose sight on your projects and work.
God damn, I'm running on empty here. I have some homework to do but I don't want to do it. Urgh.. I hate school. I just want to drop out and concentrate on rocking out at concerts. That's the life. Not this going to work and going to school bullshit. I mean, we're all going to die anyway? Who fucking cares. Might as well do what you want to do. Despite what you've all been taught or engraved in your head, the concept of "life is worth living/saving" is total bullshit. I mean, come on..? Seriously?! Like thousands of people are born everyday and thousands of people die everyday. Just like religion, the idea of "love" gets in the way of our human instincts. Don't get me wrong, in a lot of ways, I'm glad we've been brain washed to believe that love (or more importantly) "romantic love" exists. Because it is in our nature to want to kill each other. That is a god damn fact. Anybody who debates against that hasn't seen Terminator 2: Judgement Day. That's why men dominate everything. That's why war exists. Violence, rape, and killing. Because we were designed to be like that. It's all science. So, I guess the idea that "love" (or whatever your into) exists grounds us, but it also holds us back, and here's how:
Don't you just want to get up on morning and go.. just go. Go anywhere. Go somewhere. Forget your cellphone. Just go. Don't tell anyone. Have fun. Go, this world was made by men to take advantage of (despite the fact it is the men who keep us enslaved with old, point-less traditions).
I don't know about you, but I would just like to up and go. Have fun. Go to bars, enjoy a rock show, and when I'm close of losing money I'll go up to some gang members (in cities wwwwaaaayyyy far from Laredo) and pay them to shoot me behind a building or an alley (I'd also give them my car, seeing as I won't be using it). Boom! End of story, right? I can say I broke the system. I can say I lived outside the lines. ..but I know I can't cause I'd be dead. Badass.
But you see what I'm getting it, I can't do that.. I can't. Apparently I have some obligation to my family and friends. They tell you "you can do anything you want too", but that isn't true. George Carlin was right when he said, "You either have every right in the world" or "you don't have any rights at all". There is no inbetween. And that's true. I don't have the right to kill you apparently, but I do have the right to scratch my ass. There's no "human rights", no nothing. It's just another way to make you feel special and "loved" while holding some kind of obligation to do what your "loved ones" *cough*system*cough* want you to do.
Anyway, I haven't filled out one of these in awhile:
WHATS YOUR MIDDLE NAME? Antonio
HOW BIG IS YOUR BED? I can fit in it.
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? ..nothing, which is fucked up. I guess that's why I wrote such a pissy paragraph that makes no sense at all and I don't even know why I wrote. I should just go to sleep.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Beans, tortillas, fajitas. Fuck yeah.
WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED? I don't know.. Jasmin..? I don't really remember, it's Monday.. I don't come to my sense till around 3 in the afternoon.
HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? Haha, fuck you asshole. What the fuck do you think? NICE WEATHER..? No, idiot. It sucks.
WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? OMG.. again with these "last persons" how the fuck do I know you want me to open the cell and look... I don't know when was the last time somebody called.
WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? I think, hair or hats. lol.
FAVORITE TYPE OF FOOD? I like Good Food.
DO YOU HAVE/WANT CHILDREN? F-U-C-K N-O! NEVER. NEVER. NEVER. N-E-V-E-R!!! I'm so sick and tired of having to explain myself to my friends, teachers, relitives, CDs, cartoons, FUCKING SHIT. I don't want another fucked up verison of me limping around having to go to hospitals every 4 fuck years. AND IF I DIDN'T HAVE A FUCKED UP KID, I WOULD NOT WANT IT ONE ANYWAY! SO FUCK OFF!!!!!!
DO YOU DRINK? Why yes I do. :)
EVER GET SO DRUNK YOU DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING? Oh yeah, of course. Infact, during Spring Break, I remember singing "The Perfect Drug" by NIN, and during the instrumental break down of the song I started adding other NIN lyrics to it! IT WAS SO AWESOME. I SHIT YOU NOT. IT WAS FRIGGIN COOL. Everyone was like, "Oh man, that's awesome." Because they fit so well.
..I don't remember the lyrics I added. Nobody does.. I will never be able to do that performance again.. ._.
HAIR COLOR? Dark Brown
EYE COLOR? Dark Brown
DO YOU/SHOULD YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES? I should wear contacts so the eyeliner can come out more but I wear glasses instead.
FAVORITE HOLIDAY? presents
FAVORITE SEASON? Winter, even if it only lasts 4 days here in Laredo.
HAVE YOU EVER CRIED OVER A GUY/GIRL? Oh yeah, of course.
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? ..The Prestige last night around 4 in the morning. But it was the last 40 minutes. I guess I'll go with Across The Universe cause I LOVE THAT MOVIEE!!
WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? ..what the fuck is a book?
DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? I used to. Again later this year that's for sure. It's in my checklist of things to do.
DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? Nope, but again, it's in my checklist.
FAVORITE MOVIE? I like all the best movies ever.
FAVORITE COLLEGE FOOTBALL TEAM? lmfao.. college football..?! lmao, please.. ask me about a real sport.
WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT? Whining cause I'm bored and sexually frustrated and have a lot of dumbasss shit to do for tomarrow. ..fuck, I need to put gas in the car. I'm on empty. :(
ANY PETS? Yes, Mr. Kaser-Gato-Cat-KC-Meow-Little-Man. He'll bite you cause you smell.
DO YOU PREFER DOGS OR CATS? ..hmm. They both leave hair all over the place (hey, just like me), but I am used to KC so I will go with cats.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE? Yes, yes I have. YEAH I CONTRADICTED MY WHINY PARAGRAPH, SO WHAT, THIS WASN'T SUPPOSE TO MAKE SENSE ANYWAY!! >:/
ARE YOU RIGHT-HANDED OR LEFT-HANDED? Right handed.
ARE YOU MISSING SOMEONE? Yeah.
DO YOU STILL WATCH CARTOONS? Yessir.
ARE YOU HIDING SOMETHING FROM SOMEONE? Yes. I have some leaked photos of the new Batman movie. I want to show people, but they don't want to see them.. *sigh*
They're no fun.
ARE YOU 18+? Yeah, I'm 22.
WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? Art is Resistance Flag. NIN represent B!
DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT? OMG.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAAH WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK!!! LMAO, stupid question.
WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE? Zune, phone charger, Zune charger, eff yeah.
WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE? My crutch.
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? Sometimes, it freaks me the fuck out.
FAVORITE HANGOUT? ..a hangout? The mall? I'm usually by myself. Well no, I do have my Zune now. *pets the Zune* :)
3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
FAVORITE SONG? "Your Honor" by Regina Spektor (Best fucking song in the entire universe. YouTube it, you'll see what I mean.) Fuck that whole album is fucking nuts. (Download it, you'll know what I mean.)
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? ..getting everything I want.
ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? ..taker. But my teacher called me an artist the other day, so I guess that means I'm a giver?
WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? E.T.
STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING? The Zune of course.
FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE? Drawings. Defintely my drawings.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR? The best color in the world.
WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU? Cellphone, Zune, Keys to the car, backpack, etc.
WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? ..something so much better what what I am now. *sigh*
WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 11:11? I make a wish, in hopes that maybe it might come true.
It's never worked.
THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS? I dunno, everythings been on the floor lately, I guess light blue?
The end.
Oh check this out:
The new Sonic game. I guess he's going to turn into a werewolf in this one. That's pretty random.
Urgh, I'm so fucking tired. I just want to crash on my bed, masturbate, and fall the fuck to sleep. Fuck, I've been drawing all day and my back is killing me and my hand hurts. (BTW, I've been drawing school related material okay? Not some of my own drawings.) It's my fault of course for doing everything the last minute.
Actually, this isn't even last minute it's like negative days due. This was suppose to be turned in last week, but I was so hung up doing the whole "MySpace thing" which means I was sending messages and posting comments about shit that doesn't matter; that I just didn't even show up to class. lol.
Argh, I almost forgot I have to get some pictures for our final painting. Urgh.. I don't know what to do. Maybe I'll just do a portrait of my favorite musicians cause that's always a good cop-out for me to do, right? Let's see, Trent? ..I've done him three times. (Hey that sounds ranchy. Hee hee.) Aimee Echo? ..done her twice. (OMG.. I know I'm getting in trouble for that one.) Jeffree Star..? Hmm.. maybe. Davey..? Done him too.
Hmm.. wait a minute, why not BRIAN! <3 :D!!!
:D OMG.. IhavetoIhavetoIhaveto!!11 But wait, what photo.. from what era..? Hm, I should do one where he sort of resembles a girl because of his long hair (The Black Market Music Era) or maybe the "Twenty Years" Brian... Since this is going to be a painting I will be forced to change the colors and do somewhat of an imaginative background. I think I got it. Yeah, yeah! It's all coming to me.
My idea fits his music or his lifestyle or whatever.. it will make sense I think. I'm sure my teacher will approve of my design. :D *prints pictures*
Anyway, I'm going lie down some more before I continue the drawing assignment.. @_@
Friday, April 4, 2008
"Nobody knows all the trouble I've seen!!"
Damn straight Gerard! Drinky, Drinkers, mo fuckas!! :)
From the looks of it not that many people made it. So, here's hoping that I might win the Best of Show or somebody wants to buy either one. (That's gunna be fucked up.. that's like selling a child. They mean so much to me.)
: D
I'm happy now, excuse the bitchest I threw before I edited this one.
"Jocelyn The Mermaid" has been uploaded to DeviantART, SheezyArt, Art Wanted, and MySpace. A little lacking, but the class enjoyed the drawing so what the heck. I also decided to call it by the models name cause I noticed I have a lot of drawings that start with the letter M, and I kinda wanted to get away from that especially since "Migraine" and "Marine" sorta sound the same, the last thing I wanted was to have "Mermaid."
Anyway, hope you guys like it. See you soon with much better artwork.
